Fire of Night

Demons out of the darkness. Fire of night. Allying existence of the evil. My life? Just a game? Dependance and mania. Desire shows you the way.
The gates to the coldness are open. The way back is full of stones. Just like my heart. My existence. Identity is breaking. The coldness keeps pulling me into it's ban. An unbelievable size of power.Luck ans pain are close together. Luck or pain. The pain is ripping my life into pieces. I'm in prison of my destiny. Too low is my energy...

In My Heart...

the heaviness of my heart seems a burden to me - whatever they preach I have to look for people like me ans so I have to join the wrong unmindful of virtue I am eggier for the pleasure of love more than for salvation - I am seized by desire but I
have to keep the darkness night hidden in the depth of my heart - it's the most
bitter fate - fate is against me in love and virtue I am heartened by my promise
I am downcast by my refusal there is nothing I need from anyone expect love and respect and anyone who can't give me those two things has no place in my life be sure before I'll finish - I intend to celebrate this hell I am involved in...

A Summerdream

The finest breeze of wind, born is the beautiful, lonely in a wide open space.
There's nothing to see of the world. Only dream.Lonely in a wide open space, lonely. Just to be me, only dream. The sun is low, the moon is high and in the middle my consciousness. The middle of day and night, no fear, no pain, immortal for one moment. I'm screaming up to the sky right into infinity. Silence!
Blood overruns my body, I'm tumbling down, imminent to drown in my own blood.
Nobody there to help... Dead...

Roots of Pain

In the darkness of the night. Being moved by the shine of the moon. Considering and full of hope. I'm only way to the roots of pain. Condamned to love. Yearning all my demanding embodied in you. I'm imprisoned of your control to live myself.
Your eyes look so empty. I'm scared to dip in. In fear to find the end of a love.
The time hurts with every hit and the question of your love. I just want to love what charms me! A small spark is a big hope....

Why...

Why? just tell me why I should live in pain. you dissapointed me in every way. You lied to me like I was no one. You saw in my face and lie to me. Everytime I saw you in the past I was glad to see you. But now every time I see you I only feel hate. Eternal hate. You caused me pain. So much pain. I haven’t the potency to endure this. You treat me like I’m nothing. Like I’m the most fucking person in the whole world. I don’t understand why you do this shit. To lie in my face without any emotion, without a bad feeling. This is only cruel. That shows me that you aren’t the person I’ve seen in you. I tell you something… I’m damn fucking dissapointed of you… Thing about this what you’ve done. And maybe I will forgive you. But only maybe...