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So
15.04.2007
13:07 Uhr

neros vision


Burn down this city and its walls
That determine me in my deepest soul (the deepest part of my soul)
Can’t take this all! Can’t face it all!

I leave this city burning down
And went down on these bridges
To find my freedom somewhere else
I close my eyes and leave the bridges burning

My hollow eyes still closed, I can imagine how the things will be turning’
The smell of burning flesh, I hear their voices resounding in my head
No! No one shall feel the pain I carried around
This heavy weight my lonely heart always had to carry

But now I find myself without a fault I could remember
It’s not the murder depressing me, (I’ve never felt sorry for killing!)
But the thought of my newfound life that could be the same again,
So that once more I could not break the chain of determination

Lost in thoughts I climb up a hill and look down on this city that I hate
And the screaming people that I hate
Their crying children that I hate
All their happiness was nothing but a fake
Their whole life was nothing but a fake

Instead of crying they should be laughing
I solved their problems bringing death
I solved their problems bringing death


So
15.04.2007
13:02 Uhr

worst mistake

This was the worst mistake I’ve ever made
To sign this contract of employment
The hours counting down like days
I’m trying to be strong but every time I lose
Another day-another lost day
Is this what I am working for?
I feel choked
I can’t get out of this hell
Every day I anticipate a change
But I’m anticipating in vain
Is this the real life?
Or am I only feeling it as this horror?
I wish it could be different
I wish I could turn back time
After calling it a day
I’m messed up
I’m on the verge
Of cracking up
Only a few thing in life avert this
my family, my friends
You are the only things that are left

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